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不开口的爱虽然珍贵~ 但是没开口的爱却一点价值都没有~

Sunday, September 5, 2010

Dunno What Am i Waiting for

woah ... so long dint sign in to my blogspot ady ... ouch .... almost half year dy lolz ... nowaday ...nothing special i guess ... just everyday hang out wif quan cong yb n elson them .... doing da same thing everything ... totally bored but happy .. >.<

Yeah ... is happy but More Poor =_=' bcoz nowaday we spent too much ... like go for kay-eL for fun juz hang out in anytime .... not enuf pocket money to use lol .. T-T it's time to looking for job and earn earn earn ....

today gonna me and elson gonna looking for job ... good luck for us =)

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

Not Understand

Sometimes ... i dont know what feel is that... everytimes saw her pictures , heard someone talk about her , saw her online , or someone mention about her ... i will be sudden '' down''. I really not understand about this feel ... after the time that i decide gave up everything about her since i decide not to sms to her anymore ... that is the time i really lose contact wif her ... i really did it ... since before i wanna go for my study penang ....

Nowaday , i had found her starting to online for recenly .. i did notice fb whether she got online or not ... even she on ... i want to chat with her .. but i force myself not to do that due not trying to look for the feel back ... haiz.... i have to do more than that just to leave the history to outer space ....

It's been long time , she did send me one of her picture ...until now .. i still keep it ... sometimes ... i look the picture .. there was a feel telling me that i stilll very regret and lookdown at myself because of doesn't get her into my life ... and it;s totally makes me feel that i am losing the thing i dunwan to lost the most ! i did tell myself .

''Gave Up'' is it true i already did it??i wondering ... now i actually doesn't really will think about her or wat ... but when i saw sign of the chosen one .... i really dont know .... why that kind of FEEL will appear ... i really NOT UNDERSTAND !!!! I REALLY NOT UNDERSTAND !...

Friday, February 26, 2010

没有工作

哎~闷闷闷...生霉了啦~~会来到滨城...kampar的不知道哪间大学派了30多个实习去traders咯...害到我没工作...现在吃吃睡睡上网上网...快发霉了啦~ !!!

都不知道怎样好...在滨城吗??我想去kl试试下..或许没那么快吧~~再想想... 不知如何才好咯...真实的...放个假先吧 >.<''

Monday, February 22, 2010

Lv to Our Soul~


Once , at the wave of his heart ... all the billows of love sound follwed his will ... As the sea was ruled by the One ... Now that his heart is relaxed ... And his love has dropped to the ground... the glory of love endures in the depths of the human soul ...

Saturday, February 20, 2010

我错了

刚才呢~跟朋友聊了一下...说真的她就是唯一知道最多我的秘密的人吧~哈哈~怎样哦~~反正我都相信她真的不会说出来的...

也许吧~她说的一却果然是对的哦~~我怎么那时候不好好珍惜~~~或许我真的主动...可能现在就不同了吧~~他的话真的很有道理咯~

'' when you got a chance....u should build a nest for the bird ...which still alone and at the same time ... if the bird doesnt leave .. it's doesn't mean that the bird will wait for you~ it's will learn how to build a nest by itself so that it might no need you ... on the otherway ...it also can fly away from here ... to search nest in another place ...the larger the better nest as it's home ...so be it ...the nest found might be better then the one you built ... but who knows ... if you do care ..... you built with your heart .... even the nest r smaller and worse then the other ...but the nest build by you was a worm nest , meaningful that fillful with your heart... your love ... your care.... for the bird ... even it small n worse but the nest was the best present to it....this doesn's mean that you can do it ... may be you can do the better for you future ... upgrade your life ... upgrade the nest ?? who knows? if you really do care ....the bird will be right there for you ... support you ... wait for you ''

''last time ... you told yourself that you are unable to bring the best to her ... due to the reason t that makes you doesnt tell her and try the best ... but now .... you are available and you can do the best for the chosen one ... but ... she already found the thing she want .... it's too late!''

她真的对了...说真的..回想起来...我错过了~~~怎样?痛?失望?绝望?...能怎样?一句话''祝福''咯 ... 李圣杰的歌~手放开~也是一个疼爱的方法嘛~~哈哈~38~

''The bird has found it's own nest ... the wish Alwayz Be aRound''
alwayz be with you ... the wish best for you ...

Sunday, February 14, 2010

New Year oO ~~

yo~~~~ what happen to our chinese new year wo .... totally have a big different if compare with before leh .... even right now is cny .. but feel like juz like normal day only ..

wan find friend but some of them gone dy .. dunno go wher liao ... summore the gathering not juz like before lo ... no gambler no beer no dinner no party .... haiz... alwayz stay at home doing nothing but juz help parent for cousin gathering ... or else .. the other time ... stare toward my lappy screen?? lols ....

doesnt as happy like before lo ... erm ... if keep like this .. i think i gonna back to penang early dy ... or else .. i will face Autistic dy o ... == tot cny will bring me to a bz bz bz bz happy happy happy enjoy enjoy enjoy .... now what .... haha...staring around ~~~ sit infront of lappy ....listening music ... and wat???? blog loh ...... haha ~~~cheer ba ~~~ trying to be happy .... anyway .. happy cny and valentine to all =)

Saturday, February 13, 2010

my sister's product





this is my sister give me use de .. but i still dunno which is wat function and how to use ~~  ~.~

姐姐啊..你还没教我用kok啦 .. sai sai sai ~~~

Mois -> OneClub 10thFeb

第二次去clubbing哦...跟阿鸿还有他朋友 最后还巧能意见到我的好朋友cheam哦~~~

最近真的很烦..所以就去wet一下咯...真的很爽..哈哈..想不到 ..我故意把自己灌醉..我的心事一直都没告诉人...只好自己把自己搞砸~~~~~10点多就到了哦~~~可是十一点才进去mois..因为等其他人的关系..结果我跟鸿还有一位她朋友 果然在等朋友期间叫了两bucket的carlsberg 可是鸿朋友才喝了两瓶..其他的就是我跟阿鸿喝了><''
朋友都到了...应该是一点多了吧..是时候去OneClub了咯~~到了那边..虽然没看到他们叫什么酒..没有错的话应该是vodka+orange juice吧 ...其实我还喝蛮少的..只是4-5杯那样咯~~~可是多数都是一口气就喝光了每一杯...
就在那边enjoy music ..静静一个人站在旁边..跟他们也不是很熟..也不习惯惨咯~~~觉得很陌生~~~
erm~~时间还蛮快的吧 一下就3点多了..过后就是去ali那边吃东西..就是酱咯...吃了就回了

醉是醉了咯..哎~~心既然没醉 -_-'

Friday, February 12, 2010

troublesome on work and salary

i wondering what year is this year ... alots of thing r closer n closer ... am i so bad luck this year ....i hav nothing to say ...speechless

about my job ... before i have my off and the last day i work as part time at shangi-la traders 's cold kitchen ... that day was 10thfeb ..actually i had lie to them that i will b back to hometown on wednesday and took as last day i work there ..the 10thfeb ... because of stress in solving different kind of prob .. i early been On wif my fwens dat i will go for club dat night ...

morning .. i think is around 9 , wafi ... one of the cold kitchen stuff ... he told me that .... the department which r paying the salary will be continuely close from 12feb-17feb ... that was F**k because before 12thfeb ..5thfeb and 8feb oso close .. what the hell are they doing ... why cant they find a replacement for dat .. juz off like dat??? without the salary .. wat can i do .?? wat can i eat??? summore i already promise my of my friend who i stil owe he some money dat i will gip he on cny .... now just the prob hav drag me to the hell ...oh man .. i am so so so down ...

otherway ... 2.30pm ...30minutes more ... is the time to back home .. i hav finish my last day ... feel was excited .....after few min ... catty (the sous chef) and the lead of cold kitchen ... come back from chef office ... she told me that ... our hotel will deduce our casual worker(part time) due to after newyear there will be around 30-40 student come by kampar[ktar] and will be work at our hotel as trainee .... 30-40 trainee ... dats was a big number man !!!. and catty told me that whether i will be continue after new year or not .. because she want to take me or else i hav no chance b work as part time at there anymore ...i was down ... i dunno wat should i do ... i was thinking to go kl n sg but i dont think dat fas .. because i wanna stay longer to tk more experience of work ....

down .. i was down ... so annoying .. i dunno wat to do ... can u guys tell me ?

13号的礼物...

哈哈...都不知道我怎么是这样的人哦~ 明明就是在喜欢这她但是一直都隐瞒在心里 erm...想起她就是想起自己的弱点 ...更是在折磨自己...我在想...为什么??我懂得爱 但是我更是不懂怎样去爱??怎样去追求爱...

13号吧~~~今天咯..我怎么了..我想不通...我最近有直觉告诉我她找到了她所需的东西..当然我很烦..我想知道真是..就是酱..我告诉了她朋友..我所感受的一切...她朋友既然告诉我..我对了..她找到了..有了他的伴...可是我得到了答案...我却不明白 ...怎么我的心既然松了下来...好像已经放开一样..而却就是有点又开心又不知道是不是开心的感觉...弄的我很怪 ..

哈哈..我想哦这就是我要的结局吧...一直以来..在遥远的她...我是默默中暗恋着他...因为我对'远距离'很没有信心..而却那又是我初恋分开的理由吧..所以'远距离'我对这个字还蛮反感的..一直以来从来没抱着能得到她的期望..在我心中..我只希望能看到幸福和快乐的她... 祝福你哦~

嗯嗯...这个答案就是我今年的新年礼物吧 ...哈哈..还笑得出..无论如何...希望他对她很好很好~~-~

-EnD-
*ryanz

1st blog in my life xD


yeah ... this is me ... RyANz ^^ no doubt ... this is the 1st time i blog in my entire life .. hahax .. still wondering am i be able to Develop the habits ..Lolx ...anyway .. i try my best ya.... =)